2008年5月10日星期六

縱橫交錯的偶遇

Leona Lewis:Better In Time

縱橫交錯的辦公室





今天,是一位朋友的生日,本想發一個短信給他。但卻想起幾星期前,與另一好友的對話。最後,還是停一停、想一想,別好心做壞事。想起這話題,還是,再一次把我身邊好友的故事,一一出賣,以此為題。

其實,能重遇朋友,是難得的緣份。難得介乎於,天意弄人,及有口難言;難得也在乎於,重拾彼此間,早已選擇遺忘的回憶。昔日的風花雪月,無所不談,換來今天的「點下頭,問侯一下,再各自走,不同的方向」。

人的一生,充斥很多友人,很多故事。但,您卻不得不承認,能存活在大腦中,有很多的名字或樣貌,早已變得糢糊。只有,一小撮的,卻偏偏擁特殊地位,永恆不滅。小時已得悉,人的記憶,會因年齡增加,而逐漸衰退。但為何多年後的您,卻偏偏把不應忘的,拋諸腦後;應忘的,卻因偶遇,頃刻間慢慢勾劃出細節來。

也許,人與人之間的感情,本是脆弱,從沒百分百的永恆,承諾,也只不過是信誓旦旦。只有時間,才可肯定愛的存在。事隔多年,曾存活的感情,早已化成歷史。不論,過程如何,今天的結局,還是告訴您,有緣無分。不管,他仍是萬人迷,或不堪入目,這一切早已與您無關。您想來何幹?

如今重遇,他及您倆的第三者,淡淡然,沒絲毫感覺。驀然回首,侊然大悟,當天的一場罵劇,只為清場,自欺欺人的一幕。重閱舊有的劇本,您發現它的背後,刻劃著的是:愛情在得到時,是盲目;在將失去時,屬糾纏;當曲終人散時,是謝幕。有趣的是,您不再如往昔,只想他有多愛您,而是您是否愛他。

或許,人一生,可會愛上很多人。只有,當您得到真正,屬您的幸福後,才明瞭以前的痛,也是一種財富,好讓您格外珍惜,曾對您一心一意的人。想不到,友人無傷大雅的重遇,能讓我重擁,曾被別人,捧在掌心裡,被愛的溫度。

若,您認為前路茫茫,以為不能前行,其實,驀然回首,時間已迫使您,一步一步向前,走入一段又一段的路。一圈的終結,卻是另一圈的開端。

5 則留言:

匿名 說...

Juno她老爸Mac MacGuff 諄諄教誨一樣: "In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."

suggested background music:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBDbUVXXp-U

Anyone Else But You

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du
But you

匿名 說...

當妳有一天發現自己不再問自己有否想起"他"時,他也許才真正離開妳的心,而移居妳的大腦。開心的、傷心的、窩心的、狠心的... 通通不用忘記,因為那全部都是妳的歴史。

愛情從來不止愛與不愛,有緣也未必有份,不能控制的也真太多了,我們又何必執着結果?

我從不喜歡以新的開始去掩飾舊的完結,誰說幸福一定會緊隨失去? 我只知道好好醜醜,那也是自己的人生...

甜的吃 苦的也吃 冇得吃 就唔吃!! :P

SSYC

匿名 說...

By the way...

在冇好心做壞事一事中...

送妳十個叻!! :D

SSYC

匿名 說...

ha ha ha ha
yes yes totally agree "好心做壞事"

匿名 說...

you are still feeling young.
haha.